The Lamp

I watched my feet rhythmically tread down the sidewalkIt was dreary, it was briskIt was the sound of my shoes tick

The clouds rumbled above my head
And it's raindrops kissed my nose
My keys jingled like little Christmas bells
As I opened the door of my abode 
I basked in the sweet aroma
The comfort, the safety
The room that always pleased me
I shuffled to my desk
A chair inviting my rest 
The mood had yet been set 
Until I switched on the glow
Could I see clearly the unknown 
It gave me a sense of ebb and flow

The rusted golden pole
Designs scattered along the side
The shade an umbrella 
Showing it's unique and divine

Coiling around the arm
Were patterns made of art
Shimmering aurora beauty
However also moody

The ray of warmth and autumn 
Was the center of attention
Casting a hue of euphoria
It started my first sentence 

It ran along the soft pages of my novel
It showered its light throughout the room
It gave attention to the mistakes 
And put use to all the gloom

I gazed across my work
Focusing on the task at hand 
I simply let the light shine
Paying no mind to the lamp 

I studied and mingled 
Wrote and fiddled 
I typed and deleted 
Titled and proceeded 

Until I noticed a glare in the pages near 
A flash of sheen caught my eye
And it was then I realized 
I had dotted my t's and crossed my i's

I then erased and redid
Hardly thanking the assistance 
I continued on 
Up until dawn

The clouds, still watching me work
The sun, barely shining first 
Taking a break, I peered through the window
Absorbing the view, my mind grew crippled 

The lamp then flickered 

It's electricity hummed 
I hadn't noticed it was turned on
All along 

Switching it off, I heard the door open
They strolled in 
Curiously waved a hand
To their half of the room, they advanced 

They were aware 
Of what happened just seconds ago
And opened the curtains 
To let in the cloudy gusto 

It blinded me almost 
I turned away
Listening, as they told 

I'd ignore it 
If I just plain and simple 
Thought nothing of it 

I closed my blinds and clicked on the rusted button
The ambiance returned 
And I sat back down to finish my work 

The day lasted long
Interruptions disturbed me
They took several calls 
Their voice perturbed me 

I could not understand why
My emotions cuddled away
The thoughts seemed distant 
"Only how many more days?"

The antique was grand 
There was no doubt about that 
But it came in very high demand 
Something I didn't understand 

Why could we not just keep it?
It was ours
Wasn't it?

But they continued to make calls 
Continued to research them all

They had buyers, ready and willing
Customers, impatient and filling

I expressed no complaint 
Or want of something else 
I simply went along my day
Unaware of how I truly felt

Tuesday, Wednesday
A new beginning 
I scarcely showed much interest
Although I didn't want them to finish

I was thrilled
In fact, I laughed
The coldness exciting my every nerve
The spike of adrenaline 
From what I had heard

I giggled and caught glee 
That was when I followed my instinct 
That was when we felt free
That was when it never crossed my mind
That they would eventually leave 

Friday and the weekend
My thoughts seemed to scatter
My rhythm seemed to shatter

It wasn't until after the fact 
When I watched my lamp
Get hauled away
By some rich old man

I knew in me I would not
In the end
Well...
I couldn't not 

The stinging appeared 
Revealing harsh reality
I thought I was content
Heartbroken, in actuality 

The snow did not melt 
It simply hardened, froze
I simply felt

And that was all it took
The farewell of that lamp
The goodbye 
That made me sad

Should I continue writing?
Without that illumination?
Without that glow?

Should I open the blinds?
As they once did?
Before they turned to go?

How am I supposed to know?

I've noticed along the way
That the lamp is just a case
It's dazzling design
Only but a place

Their real true beauty
Is in the morning sun
In the midnight moon
In the pigment of color
In the electricity's fuse 
In the sparkle of an eye
In the daylight skies
In the streetlight at night
In the way they say goodbye

Because everything is as it should be
The hues of light carry on
And the moments we had before 
Were with us all along

Yes, everything is as it should be
Our relationship is still intact
A thriving life is ahead of them
And they did, in fact, look back